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You let me violate you,
You let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you,
You let me complicate you
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After Colony 215~~June 14~~London
A boy about 14 years old is wandering the streets. For those of you who don’t know Jess Maxwell, he has short black hair, olive green eyes, and likes to be a goth. Also, he is the long-lost son of Duo Maxwell, and his mother is a woman named Michiko Sasaki. He is sitting on a street corner, eating a burrito, and thinking about Howard.
Jess: *under his breath* maybe if i’d jumped a little sooner, howard wouldn’t have died....
Girl: Who’s Howard? Your dad?
Jess: *looks at her* .....Who the fuck are you?
Girl: *laughs* I’m Esuna. Esuna Kanzaki. Who are you? And Who’s Howard?

Jess looks at the girl. He notices that she’s wearing about the same thing that he is. She seems about a year older than he is. He looks her over, and starts to blush. (AN: a girl has never told him her name before, let alone asked for his) He decides that she is the prettiest girl hes ever seen. She had gray eyes and black hair with blue streaks.
Jess: .....I-i’m Jess. Jess Maxwell.
Esuna: *laughs* you’re cute. And i can tell your shy, like a girl....
Jess: I am not a girl!
Esuna: Okay, Jessifer!
Jess: SHUT UP!! I’ve known you for two seconds and i hate you!!!
Esuna: where do you live?
Jess: um, let me show you.
Jess leads her to a very pretty park, with lots of rocks to climb, and a river, and a playground. He points under some large rocks, where there is a sleeping bag and a flattened old pillow.
Jess: i live here.
Esuna: ........wow......
Jess: I know, i’m pitiful...
Esuna: No, your not! I would love to live here!, its so pretty, and there’s no one around.....*looks at jess* hey.
Jess: Yeah?
Esuna: have you ever been kissed before?
Jess: *turns red and thinks of a lie* o-of course!
Esuna: *leans in and kisses him* ....no you haven’t.
Jess: Shut the fuck up! You’re very rude!
Esuna: Oh, that’s only the half of it. You should see me around people i know. *kiss*
Jess: *to himself* My god i think im in love!
Esuna: you know, you’re pretty hot.
Jess: *turns red* ...........um...
Esuna: ever watch any of Marilyn Manson’s old concerts?
Jess: ...no
Esuna: here, let me show you something *puts jess’s hand on that certain upper body part*
Jess: .......................*to himself* she must be a slut.

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Help me I broke apart my insides,
Help me I've got no soul to sell
Help me the only thing that works for me,
Help me get away from myself
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Later that week, Esuna decides to try and let Jess stay at her house.
Esuna: Dad! He lives under a rock!
Mr. Kanzaki: No! He could be an extortionist or something! He could steal stuff from our home. We don’t know anything about this kid.
Esuna: I do. His mom abandoned him when he was 6. He was taken in by some guy who knew his dad. Then that guy died. now he lives in the park.
Mr. K: How do you know that that’s true?
Esuna: because. He’s just like me in every way!
Mr. K: you, know, the LAST THING we need is another one of you.
Esuna: *looks at him and runs off*

Esuna is out walking in the rain, trying to remember the way back to the park. She is soaking wet, and crying. She finally gives up and slumps on the ground behind McDonald’s. She starts sobbing, when she hears a somewhat familiar voice....
Jess: FUCK YOU!!

Jess comes out of Taco Bell carrying about 20 burritos, and starts running. He gets about 150 ft. Before the Taco Bell guy gives up. He sits against a wall on the other side of mcdonald’s, so he cant see Esuna. He’s eating when suddenly he starts talking to himself...
Jess: *sigh* that chick.....she was...rude, mean, foul, nosy, kind of a slut....and absolutely perfect...
Esuna: *to herself* .......wow....
Jess: i would SO do her.
Esuna: *tries not to laugh*
Jess: ...I wonder where she is now....
Esuna: ......I’m right here, Jessifer. *walks over to jess*
Jess: *turns beet red* ....how much of that did you hear?
Esuna: ......oh, just about all of it.
Jess: BITCH!
Esuna: No, dont worry about it, i would do you, too
Jess: .......?
Esuna: look, i tried to ask my parents if they’d let you stay with us, but my dad yelled at me, something about how im bad enough as it is.
Jess: is that why you where crying?
Esuna: how could you tell i was crying?
Jess: all your eye makeup started running
Esuna: ....oh. Well, what were those people after you for?
Jess: ..........want a burrito?
Esuna: *laughs*

They go back to Jess’s rock and eat. Then they start making out, when who should walk up but Mr. Kanzaki himself!
Esuna: *looks up* uh-oh...
Mr. K: WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?
Esuna: we were jus-
Mr. K: come with me! Your going home! *drags her home*

Jess didn’t get to see Esuna for a couple of weeks. It was mid-august before he did again. Esuna showed up at his rock, only this time, wearing a school uniform, like the ones in "Peach Girl"
Jess: .........*bursts out laughing* hahahahaha!!!!
Esuna: *thwap!* shut up! I came to tell you something. I start school in about two weeks, and my dad is doing everything in his power to keep me from you.
Jess: like what?
Esuna: well, he knows where you live. So he’ll be dropping me off at school, watching me walk in, arriving ten minutes early to pick me up, and having the teachers call him if i’m not in class. So if im not there, he’ll know where i am.
Jess: ................so, what now?
Esuna: well, i came to say good-bye. But, i wanted to have a good-bye that would leave more of an impact on us both than a simple goodbye kiss.
Jess: *looks at Esuna* ..........you mean like..........?
Esuna: *nod*

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I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
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Things...progress from there. I wont say how, but if your a perv and want to know, email me! Anyways, like i said, the stuff happened, and they fell asleep. The next morning, at the Kanzaki household......

Mr. K: hey, where’s Esuna?
Mrs. K: she went to Sakura’s house last night. She’ll be back later.
Mr. K: You took her there?
Mrs. K: no, she walked. unlike YOU, I trust her.
Mr. k: she’s probably with that boy....You know this is all your fault!
Mrs. K: what?!
Mr. K: just call and see if she’s there.
Mrs. K: fine. *picks up phone, dials sakura’s number* Hi, this is Esuna’s mom, is she there? Oh. Ok. Well, thanks anyways. Bye. *hangs up* ...she’s not there.
Mr. K: she-she’s been with that boy all night! *storms out of the house*

Esuna: *with blanket around her* jess....jess, wake up!
Jess: hmm....hi....
Esuna: you know what i thought would be fun?
Jess: what?
Esuna: See that there? *points to some writing on the rock* thats my address. I want you to sneak in tomorrow night.
Jess: ...okay.
Esuna: .....jess?
Jess: um....yeah?
Esuna: ..........I........I love you.
Jess: I love you too.
Esuna: can you help me find my clothes?
Jess: *laughs a little* sure.

They both get dressed, completely oblivious to the people standing around them. When, once again, who should walk up but Mr Kanzaki!
Mr. K: ......ESUNA!!! GET IN THE CAR! NOW!
Esuna: But, dad-
Mr. K: NOW!
Esuna: Jess!
Jess: Esuna!! I love you!

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My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god
You can have my isolation,
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith,
You can have my everything
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Mr. K: And you are never to see that boy again!! What did you and him do?
Esuna: *lying* Nothing! We just fell asleep!
Mr. K: so...you two didnt......have sex, did you?
Esuna *still lying* no.
Mr. K: for the rest of the summer, you are not to leave your room the maid (they’re rich) will deliver your meals to you. We will move you into one of the rooms with its own bathroom. No phone, no t.v., no computer.
Esuna: but that’s not fair!
Mr. K: really? it wasnt fair to me that you lied, betrayed your mothers trust, and went to see the boy that i told you not to go see.
Esuna: you dont get it. I love him. You’ve never loved anyone but yourself!
Mr. K: thats not true!
Esuna: DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA....how damaging it is to watch your parents in such a spiteful, meaningless marriage? You, you’re having an affair...YES I DO KNOW ABOUT IT!....mom, just doesn’t care, and all you care about is keeping up appearances! You’re a sorry excuse for a human being! You and mom make a mockery of love. you give a bad name to marriage. I’m never getting married.
Mr. K: ..............

Later that week....
Mrs. K: this boy is no reason for us to move!
Mr. K: look. I think they had sex, and i dont to look like the kind of guy who would raise a slut!
Mrs. K: They had sex?
Mr. K: She said they didn’t, but-
Mrs. K: if she said they didnt, than they didnt!
Mr. K: .....he he he...you naive little bitch....
Mrs. K: Don’t call me that! *slap*
Mr. K: WHORE! *punch*
Mrs. K: ..............THAT’S IT! I’M LEAVING! *grabs a suitcase out of nowhere*

Esuna, watching this from the stairs, looks at her parents, one yelling, one packing. She decides she cant take it anymore.
Esuna: *runs down the stairs*...SHUT UP!!!!! I cant live like this!!! *runs into the kitchen and grabs the sharpest knife they have* you two need to stop arguing! Stop it now!

Esuna sliced her wrist right where the main artery is. Blood started gushing out. Her mom screamed, and her dad called 9-1-1. He then got a towel, he wrapped it around her wrist, but it turned red right away. The paramedics arrived and then took her to the hospital. While she was still asleep, her parents, once again, started arguing again.
Mr. K: this is your fault! She told me that she hates that you dont care about anything.
Mrs. K: you know, maybe this wouldnt have happened if you weren’t always blaming me for everything!
Mr. K: thats because everything is always your fault!
Mrs. K: you know what?! I WANT A DIVORCE!!

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Help me tear down my reason,
Help me its' your sex I can smell
Help me you make me perfect,
Help me become somebody else
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A week later, Esuna got out of the hospital. She was locked in her room until the divorce was final. Her mom got custody, but her dad got the house. Esuna knew that she had to move but she was still under house arrest, from slitting her wrist. Meanwhile, at the park....
Jess: i would go visit her, but, i......what if her dad sees me? I dont want to get her in trouble..... I’ve walked by her house.....im guessing the window is hers is the one that was blacked out....

Jess walks down the street aimlessly, thinking of what he should do, when before he knew it, he was at the Kanzaki mansion.
Jess: well, since i’m here..... *knocks on the door*
Mr. K: *opens door* ....what do you want?!
Jess: .....um....i-is Esuna here?
Mr. K: no, she’s living with her mother now

Mr. K points at the car backing out of the driveway. Esuna is in the backseat, with a lot of bags. She turns around for one last look at the house. She sees Jess, and starts pounding on the window. Jess runs after her, but the car is going to fast.
Jess: *falls on his knees* .....she-she didnt.....
Mr. K: *steps outside* hmhmhm...now if she really loved you, wouldn’t she have told you shes moving away?
Jess: *stands up and grabs Mr. K by the collar* where is she going?
Mr. K: i dont know. Her bitch of a mother didnt tell me.....you know, she tried to kill herself a month ago because of you?
Jess: ..n-no.....
Mr. K: yes, she did. She said you should have visited her by then.
Jess: ....no....
Mr. K: yes......
Jess: no....*falls on his knees, and, for the first time in his life, starts to cry*
Mr. K: *smiles and goes back inside*

for the next year and a half, jess went on with life, barely alive. When he was so hungry he couldnt take it anymore, he would steal a burrito from taco bell. until his mother found him, and took him back to the Sanq Kingdom. Esuna lived with he mom with no more suicide attempts, but she knew she would always have a scar, both on her arm, and in her mind. When she turned 19, she wanted to start over, so she moved away, out on her own. Neither forgot the other, but they both had different memories. Jess remembered Esuna as the girl he loved. The girl who fucked him and then fucked up his life. Esuna knows Jess as the sweet, shy boy, who she loved more than anything. He took her first kiss and her virginity. She never told anyone about him. She never had another boyfriend, either....

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I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god
Through every forest, above the trees
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
You are the reason I stay alive
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poor jess. Poor esuna. I wonder how things will work out? Oh, yeah, i already wrote that story. Well, remember, if you want the nasty, perverted part, email me! Triage_Barton@yahoo.com byes!!